I swear that you don't have to go.

Aza beside me.



I will always remember you, as you are right now to me.
♥24.

This is how I start.

I keep telling them, hate me, or whatever. It is nothing personal, spare a thought or two. I may not be the prettiest face but neither does your judgment concern me, myself and i. In life, i have learned new things. I won't say that i expected so much, but i grew up from mistakes. Mistakes are experiences that guide me towards my maturity. I am not self-praising when people say that i think more maturely then most of the sixteens and seventeens. Maybe, at my age, i have been through a lot. I know there are more people who have suffered hardships, but at least they have someone to turn to.

I wouldn't say that i managed to move on, on my own. I always thought that a best friend could forever take my hand and guide to this world together. But everything seemed so wrong. I never should have doubted what could possibly happen. But i have promised myself, that i would never get upset. I have friends. Everyone does. It's not about the number of friends you make. It's about the number of friends you know that will follow you through life's hardships. At the end of the day, at least i know there's a few golden eyes i get to keep.

My friends. Thanks for being truthful. And i know we all still need each other. And i will forever keep on remember the things we did. Until i grow old, i will look back and reflect. "From there, i grew up so much, that i changed, and i feel like a completely better person".

A new beginning.

A private blog. I am done of my eight months' past.

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