Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.

I still miss my boyfriend. I hate the facts that we were so near yet so distant. I hate comparing him with my previous ex-boyfriends but sometimes i wish he could just be like the rest. Five minutes was not enough. I need you to be with me for now. I need you.

Oh, and great news, Kidos is coming back to Singapore.
For business purposes but we actually considered to meet up. It's been eight long months since he departed for Thailand. Leaving me with his promises, he was always a man of his words. Though things between us didn't last like we planned for, i think we're even better as friends. I could wish to have you back but i know we will never turn out like what we used to. I moved on, but i'm still here for you. Sometimes, i wonder if Baby could ever replace you..