Baby. I miss you terribly.
Soon, you'll be busy with work. And then, comes your voluntary work for national service.
And you said you wanted to go back to school.

I can't stop you from being who you are.
If you have to work, i understand. You wanted to join NS because you fear of being left out from your friends. You wanted to go back to school because you said it's a waste of youth.

Somehow, i am stuck among all your decisions.
If you're going to be long gone, where does that put me on?
You even said you'd fear that i'd take some other guy out, why not. You're not here, not even physically as a boyfriend. You can't even think straight. Hais.